purely me*

slackers we were, with the library as our grotto.
we didnt even attend a single lesson of the day.
except for recess.
and we gave ourselves very early recess too.
studied for awhile with full concentration.
then the energy began to die down slowly.
talked about the bees and flowers and butterflies.
thanks to xingle's overwhelming curiousity.

why do you even try to conceal your maliciousness??
acting all sweet and cute in front of everybody.
i think its really self-centred for you to do that.
if not for him, you're really a goner.
i've kept my cool up till there.
you may not have offended me much.
but my friends have to be the source of your victimization.
what's the point of saying that i look very sweet or beautiful.
blah-blah.
you want some praise in return to boost your self-esteem?
because if i ever were to use a word of praise on you,
im an incredible liar.
yes, im threatening you.

i didnt even attend ms lim's lecture and the test after school.
even after she saw us hanging in the staffroom.
i was supposed to send in the cca records for amendments.
there was nothing recorded in the year 2004,
and i hadnt realised it.
dearest serene accompanied me all the way to the teachers' room where we saw quek.
as i was updating my cca records,
i heard serene whisper, "syaz, ms lim!"
yeah, i saw her striding across the common room and she started to come towards us.
turned my back towards her.
too late, she saw the both of us.
poor serene, ms lim was narrowing at her.
and i was there to witness serene fibbing.
it was funny actually, that girl cannot lie for nuts.
i felt like bursting out laughing,
with the cow and bull story she made up.
but it wasnt the right timing.

studied a little. chatted. completed a Nixon thriller.
very unproductive.
oh yah! and we totally forgot that we had detention to do
due to our late coming and ponning.
celine should never place me in charge.
yours truly, the queen of pon.

it felt like such a long time since
i had seen my beloved grandmother.
went over to her place cause i thought nasrin would be there.
but nenek was alone at home.
she had not start cooking yet! =/
yeah, my tummy was already rumbling.
upon my arrival, she quickly hit the kitchen with her unbelievable skills and managed to whip up something delicious in only 45min!!!
very pro sia!!!
i wanted to help her out, but she hushed me away and thrusted some finger-food to fill my stomach first.
i slept on the couch while waiting for lunch.
did not even realise syahir came over.
only woke up at 3.30pm when syahir was tugging at a cushion i was hugging.
got up, prayed and had lunch.
he actually brought his school shirt so that nenek would help him sew the missing button?!
i knew he had to show off his drumming skills later.
took out his drumsticks and hit the marble floor to a drumroll.
200 beats per minute? or even more?
hmm... not bad.
i was quite impressed.
but of course i didnt tell him that.
i bathed and had asar before leaving her place.
i wont miss nenek too much anyway when they're going to her place till late tomorrow.
home alone again.

got to draw up a schedule for the coming sept holidays.
have to efficiently make use of the time left before the prelims.
im so going to totally mug.
not joining the family for the chalet out.
the last chalet we had, i had to be down with flu.
and now im going to miss it because of prelims.
but ibu agreed to let me join them on the last day.
and im going to complete my debt.
before the next ramadhan comes along.
you owe a day too.
no halves to make it one. =)

santa doesnt ever complain that he has been giving and giving without getting anything in return.
all he gets each an every year
is a list of demands from every other child.
maybe a thank you note every now and then
from the very good children.
but he doesnt ever complain, does he?
he comes around every year with presents for all the children.
i shouldnt complain too.
the spirit of l o v e.