purely me*

nana is away for the camp.
till sunday.
i was supposed to go but i was down with a temperature suddenly.
and a splitting headache.
ended up missing my meals and sleeping most of the time.
i bet ure thanking the stars.
im glad i didnt have to go too.

i felt quite bad and useless.
i was supposed to help nana out with her reflection journal.
the question went something like this,
what insights did you learn today?
obviously i couldnt answer that question at all.
so nana was telling me what to type while packing her stuff
and asking me whether the clothes she brought were okay.
i merely nodded.
saiful was not much of a help because even when he sent me his rj, it was only a 7 lined paragraph.
not much if my sis wanted to get an A.
she's been boasting about her recently seventeen As.
*raises eyebrows* ive had enough.
so she told me to write down the steps on how to log on to LEO and stuff...
and then she was gone.
so...
how am i supposed to do something which i had no idea on.
plus i have never logged on to that LEO thing.
and im having this unknown guy from the msn pop up
with his barely useful paragraph.
in addition, i was so busy with the telephone calls that i got so frustrated.
i couldnt hand her rj in time
since the submission was closed at 11.59pm.
nana was already scolding me on the fone for wasting her credit and being so useless because i couldnt even help her.
i ended up being so frustrated that i got angry.
and i missed my dinner.
im so very sorry.
will you forgive me?

im feeling quite stressed and burnt out.
classmates who are counting down to prelims.
around 38 more days to go and still counting.
ibu has been nagging ever since mdm koh called her about my progress report.
i thot i did pretty okae.
a vast improvement, but that was not what she saw.
she told me to start getting help from my teachers and then she asked me whether i needed tuition.
it was enough hectic, tuition during sec 4.
science tuition at mrs (cant-even-remember-her-name) house where she purposely made me come almost thrice a week come near the exams.
each session was at least $75 tear in ibu's pocket.
maths tuition with aida all the way at bugis.
but it was much fun.
frequent trips to the Sultan Mosque.
lingering around bugis junction.
coming home really late every wednesday back then.
ibu made me look at the classifieds for tuition ads.
told me to make use of my teachers cause they're earning more than what they're doing...
blah blah blah.

im totally hopeless in econs.
i just cant see how some can flair extremely well in that subject.
there's just no common sense to it.
*Ouch!!* (serene hitting me real hard for saying that)
arranged weekly sessions with ms lai.
im so not looking forward to them.
i hope she can help me produce a miracle for the coming exams.
a m i r a c l e *

i hope you'll clear things up fast.
i guess its really unfair.
i wouldnt like it either.
especially when i didnt do anything.
when im even not aware of it.
it is totally frustrating.

yen's juniors *
hello!!
hAHhahahA! i agree with you.
yen is constantly eating and that's why you see yen hitting the gym to get the excess and unwanted off.
and dont be fooled by what yen is reading.
it may look as if yen is engrossed in John Grisham, but
must be some comic book hidden behind whatever book u see yen reading.
and yen is obsessed with rugby
with that already busted knee.
oh...
plus yen also snores when sleeping.
*ouch! dont pinch my nose!*
okaelah...
your senior is actually romantic. really.