purely me*

i have less than 6 hrs to go to school.
i dont want to.
i still have loads of homework to complete.
i lost my voice.
my drive.
=/
the holidaes have been such a waste.
unproductive.

monday 140305
attended a funeral. didnt get involved much.
but i saw bad and her mum. i think tok long must have missed me so much.
she was all smiley. =)
caught up with bad, its been such a long time since i've talked to her.
especially since we've stopped madrasah.
those insects near the grave were attracted to my white kebaya.
many a times bad had to sweep them away, including this huge spider.
yup, i screamed and jumped up.
hey bad, once u get ur new samsung fone, make sure u give me ur number yah?
went to giant after that cause bapak wanted to get all the bbq stuff.
didnt go training.
silence from him.
*sigh*

tuesday 150305
had econs lecture in the morning.
i was already late.
for once, bapak sent me to school.
spent the rest of my afternoon at nenek's house while waiting for yen to end class.
she's staying dere permanently.
the more i wud come by to visit.
packed my canter bag.
watched janji diani with ibu and nana.
just satisfying ibu's defination of family bonding.

wednesday 160305
terrible sore throat in the morning.
im gonna fall sick real bad since i have not been sick.
since last year.
M1 touch nationals at yio chu kang stadium.
played 4 games in all.
NYJC, TJC, HCI, RJC.
i think it was the first time we were playing for cup.
we got that far.
i swear we didnt noe that when u experience sudden death, u can sub out.
i was dying from fatigue.
had quick shower at the badminton hall.
lunch was really great. =)
i love my team mates.

got home and i hit the sack.
tired + sick
late afternoon bapak was already bugging us to pack up our stuff.
i remembered being in such a horrible mood that i snapped at EVERYONE.
i just threw my clothes and told nana to help me pack.
i guess she understood.
she folded my clothes quietly and put all my stuff into my canter bag.
clothes.mesh bag with toiletries inside.6 panadol pills.magazine.a few sheets of my homework.pencil case.nici.
slept throughout the journey.
the bungalow was huge.
slept so much.
i was feeling terrible.
i wore the chain all along.
had nici with me all the while.

thursday 170305
hardly got any sleep the last nite.
i was burning up. both my temperature and throat.
couldnt get out of bed cause my body was aching all over.
breakfast was half a packet of fried rice before i went back to sleep.
till 4pm in the afternoon.
bathed. beat syahir a few times on the race tracks. his PS2.
went back to sleep again.
pakngah came home from iran.
came home superbly rich... tsk tsk.
i like his fone, they have arabic alphabets on the key pad.
had the bbq at nite.
so much smoke got into my eyes. throat.
triggered my cough.
cik lim's pineapples were delicious.
yummy!
couldnt enjoy the food that much.
had a ride in atok's new car.
i still want a test drive in bapak's BMW. =(

friday 180305
another whole day of sleeping.
watched some movie in the afternoon.
it was nice.
learnt to roller blade. played a game of badminton with ibu.
the catering service came.
the food looked scrumptious.
pakngah's siblings all came over. nenek nah and her family too.
went out to see what the rest were doing.
finally saw that faiz makngah was talking abt for the past years.
not bad lah. good looking. graduate.
too bad. =]
they were playing soccer with the next door guys.
plenty of them.
nana and syairah were also playing...
goodness.
the young ones- mustaqim, ilyas, muzakkir, filzah and even my baby were defending the goalpost.
stayed out till abt 12am.
nana couldnt stop gushing about this hafidi guy.
i think he looks like nick carter from Backstreet Boys.

saturday 190305
had to move out early morning.
bapak wanted to go port dickson.
slept the whole day because i was so tired.
my throat still hurt.
at nite, i decided to get all the washing done.
so much of them.
especially when bapak decide we should do our own laundry.
i gave up washing my clothes by hand.
i loaded the washing machine.

dear, it keeps flashing in my mind..
that place, at that time.
the cough medicine that i had been taking the entire day was making me drowsy.
had porridge for all my meals.
hardly completed anything.
and now im still stuck doing my term paper.
can u believe it?
i still see it. clearly u prefer to leave it. whatever.